I am tired of smiling , I am tired of controlling , I am tired of everything . Why is it must always be me ? I try to let go , but whenever I wanted to let go , I ended up holding it back again . Why can't I just let go ? Its simple . Because there is no one that I trust . I mean sort of truely trust . I want that kind of person whom I can just simply dump anything to him/her . But maybe , it was all my fault , I just don't trust anyone . I only trust myself . Thats why I'm holding on to everything . I want to let go now , but its too late . I have to move on , clinging on those things with me , maybe some day ... I might be able to be free from all . But when will the day come ? I am still pending on . Nobody know how I feels , nobody know how I suffer . They will never know , because I would never tell . To me , crying is the only thing that I can do now , although I know its pointless . Too stress out that I cry my first night out .

-Trust-

Dancing in the moonlight ,
Making friends with lonely and stress ,
I've lost my trust with your fuss ,
Only that one person could make me happy .

Having a bad night ,
Crying out and tears on my dress ,
And I am still conecerning about us ,
I am falling down with cuppy .

Okkay , maybe you all will ask me whats wrong or whatever , but its just that I'm too stress out . (Bernice - I trust you , but I can't just dump anything to you .)

{Extras}
Won debate today . Thanks to Xinyi , Sherry , Mubeena and Venus . But its the 2nd runner-up but its already not bad lerhh . Then did nth today but only see those videos about kindness . Then do worksheet on it , siannz . Then 2E came our class todayy to watch too . Can you belive ? 80 ppls in one classroom . Gawd ! After that , debate all the wayy . Then ... ermm ... read storybook in class , then go home liao . Wthh , I shouldn't have wasted all my time there . Doing things that not meaningful , they say want to collect the paper in the end never collect . Its like damn waste our time luhhs . WTHH ! Haishh , nvm ... its over . Quite looking forward to tmr's trip , but wondering who should I partner . Mayebe Weishan ? or Bernice ? VERYYY VEXEDD NOWW !
Alright , I'll end here noww .(:

- You + Me = Love
VERONICA