也许我真的是因该放下他了，不然我，他和她都因为困在这感情里痛苦。也许，一个人痛苦比三个人痛苦来得好。一个人默默哭，也没有人会知道。最喜欢下雨天了，因为没有人会知道我在哭。希望你能在下雨天时不要管我，因为我怕自己会放不下你。

The reason why I blog quite early today . I dunno why I just can't seem to lift up my mood . For short , I admit that I'm depressed rite noww . I recall what happened in class just noww . Okay he kept on kicking my chair . -.- Maybe I'm so called "used to it" but not when I want to focus on my maths ... So I'm quite "pissed off" . But I didn't showw , cause ... okay , I think I'm afraid of him . Don't ask me why , its just my personality . But I admit , I am very very very afraid of him . Okay ... I'm quite worried for my spine as the nurse say I have to go to the health promotion board to check it again . So I am not really in the mood ... After that , during science lesson , we were discussing about our project . Seriously , okay , I'm very pissed off . THEY kept on laughing and we haven discuss finish about the model . If they can't get it before the presentation , I really wanted to kill them . Just kidding of course . When I want go back my seat then Divesh and Zonglin is sitting , then I have to go back to my "group" .
I cried just noww . I don't know what happened . I only think of how he kick my chair ...but maybe thats not the reason ... I've been under alot of stress and pressure , maybe it have reaches my limit ...
Okay , I guess I'll continue if something happen later .

- You're the only one in my mind .
VERONICA