也许我真的是因该放下他了，不然我，他和她都因为困在这感情里痛苦。也许，一个人痛苦比三个人痛苦来得好。一个人默默哭，也没有人会知道。最喜欢下雨天了，因为没有人会知道我在哭。希望你能在下雨天时不要管我，因为我怕自己会放不下你。

The reason why I blog quite early today . I dunno why I just can't seem to lift up my mood . For short , I admit that I'm depressed rite noww . I recall what happened in class just noww . Okay he kept on kicking my chair . -.- Maybe I'm so called "used to it" but not when I want to focus on my maths ... So I'm quite "pissed off" . But I didn't showw , cause ... okay , I think I'm afraid of him . Don't ask me why , its just my personality . But I admit , I am very very very afraid of him . Okay ... I'm quite worried for my spine as the nurse say I have to go to the health promotion board to check it again . So I am not really in the mood ... After that , during science lesson , we were discussing about our project . Seriously , okay , I'm very pissed off . THEY kept on laughing and we haven discuss finish about the model . If they can't get it before the presentation , I really wanted to kill them . Just kidding of course . When I want go back my seat then Divesh and Zonglin is sitting , then I have to go back to my "group" .
I cried just noww . I don't know what happened . I only think of how he kick my chair ...but maybe thats not the reason ... I've been under alot of stress and pressure , maybe it have reaches my limit ...
Okay , I guess I'll continue if something happen later .

- You're the only one in my mind .
VERONICA

Gawdd , really dead liao , ohh I mean this blog(: New school term , that means more things awaiting for us , and neww teachers . School reopens the second day , and its actually not that bad ! SURPRISINGLY ! Maybe I had yet to met hell . Today PE , we were having dance lesson , ohgawd , I think I've forgotten the dance steps . I was like miss one of two beats , and in the end , I have lost counts . But luckily , I got back in again . Heheh . Then gt one part need to dance with the partner , then my partner was Pavithra . Then danced half way through , I almost bang into Sherry . She danced the wrong side I think . Then Xinyi was like laughing like mad . Siao liao . We went on crazy during PW . Cause its a free period . LOL , we were playing true or dare then murderer . But then we got bored and went to the do our own things , then I got back to my seat and realised that Sakada wasted whole load of my correction tape , he really very what lorhh . :S Okay , and then I worried for my Eng MYE qn paper for nth . All because of Xinyi and Winson luhh , say they have then I assume Mr peter give back liao . In the end , they also dunhave -.- I waited for Reine after school , and we went to eat Long John Silver though I dun feel like eating , but I dunwan to eat school food toos . Haishh . Tmr gt 3 period maths . I totally siannzxc liao . Zzz ... But heng arhh , gt health screening maybe we can waste alittle time up there . Hehe .
Okay uhh , going to do my DnT drawing lerhh . Byess~

- Cause it was never real .
VERONICA

说说- 棒棒堂

下課鐘聲回蕩耳邊　沉沒夕陽倒映我臉
互傳紙條的畫面　消失般的光線


秋天氣息感染樹葉　泛黃照片還放桌前
操場上的那些麻雀　隨楓葉紛飛

我們曾經說好的幸福永遠　一直藏在書包的拉鏈
多麼希望回到那年　我們寫的詩篇


好想聽你說說愛我　好像聽你說說想我
這些年你有沒有　曾經想起過我
好像對你說說愛你　好像對你說說想你
這些年你知不知　我常想念著你　想念著你


秋天氣息感染樹葉　泛黃照片還放桌前
操場上的那些麻雀　隨楓葉紛飛

我們曾經說好的幸福永遠　一直藏在書包的拉鏈
多麼希望回到那年　我們寫的詩篇


*好想聽你說說愛我　好想聽你說說想我
這些年你有沒有　曾經想起過我
好想對你說說愛你　好想對你說說想你
這些年你知不知　腦袋裏裝的全都是你　全都是你

訴說著我的感受　心裏話　全說出口

* Repeat

聽你說說多愛我　聽你說說想我
謝謝你曾經陪著我　說著我們幸福　的經過

Long time no post . I went MIA-ing for a very long time . Haishh , nobody is free to accompany me ... *Sadd* Where are they when I needed them ?!?!?!?! I can only make friend with the comp lerhh . So stop saying that I'm using the comp all day !! Okay , above video and the lyrics are one of my favourite song . For me , all I wanted to say to him was in that song . To me , it has a very deep meaning behind it .School is going to reopen soon . This holiday mean nth to me , seriously . It just means that I had to go for training thrice every week . And we all are pressing for time to finished up all the hwks/project . Haishh ... I'm really tired of it ... School reopen = more things to blog . But it also = no time to blog . Haishh ... I guess I will be real busy after school reopens . CCA~CA2~EOY . Have to work harder lerhh ! Okay , enjoy the song !

P.S. Because of my blog song , you can go to the youtube to search for the MV . (:

- I finally realised the true meaning of love .
VERONICA

Kayy , I'm freaking tired noww . Went to training just now . With sprained waist . Sadd . Damn pain luhhs . But not very pain while running , so yeah . Played WA today , catch the ball quite many times . But I always scared tio stepping then I make my opponents tio contact . Hehe . Nicee ~~ I really wonder how am we going to play against the sec 1 . I think it will be a tough match . Coach say his starting seven is Rochelle , Belva , Haidah , Hawalia ... This four already very strong liao lorhh . GAWDD ! Ahhs , I'm going to finish my more than words today . Ohyah , Mun Ho sms me just noww . LOL . Quite surprising , cause we very long never contact lerhh . Maybe we should go k next week ? HEHE . Haishh . I WANNA GO OUT ! I DUNWAN TO BE TRAP FROM CCA AND HWKS ! Haishh . Okay , I go chiong my more than words liao . Byess~

- Even the sky is crying .
VERONICA

I'm finally done with editing the photos . I'm quite tired now . Feel like sleeping :P Went to grandma house at about 12 today , reach home at about 5 . Took my more than words to do . I'm 1/3 until the end . Kambatehh ! LOL I seriously got no mood to do ... Haishh . I realised that I left acelearning quizzes , 2007 and 2008 papers , science project and recording . Gawdd ! And I really have to get back my maths tutor fast ! If not I dun think I can finished it by the end of the month . Andd , I really have to brush up my maths noww . Continuing back to where I stop . Okay , grandma's dumplings are very delicious . Tastiest than what I've eaten before . Hehe . Ohyah , credits to my mum and my first aunt toos . Cause they help to make the dumplings . I wanted to try , but no chance . Next year bahhs . (: My job is to eat the dumplings :D Long time never see Ruby and Amaris lerhh . Then I've took above 3 photos when I have the 'chance' . The first one is quite blur , I think . Aren't she cute ? But she doesn't smile much . Haishh .
Actual training starts tmr ! Gawdd ! But tmr is match against older girls of other school . Hope I'll never get to play ! I get too nervous sometimes and dunno what I'm doing . But better than tough training uhh . Tmr finally can meet up with Regine and can told her what happen these few days . But nth much happen :P I think she gt ALOT of stories to tell me too . Hehe . I'll stop crapping for now .

- I'm sure I'll be alright after this summer romance .
VERONICA

Happy third anniversary for my blog . This is the third year I'm blogging yeahhs . Looking back to previous years posts ... I was like . GAWD ! All broken english , short forms etc . LOL . Okayy , I'm freaking tired now . But I've no choice but to continue blogging . Okayy , I've quite fond of going to Xiaxue's blog now . After she posted the post where she went to the Disney Pixar studio . Ohmy ! Its damn awesome there . If only I had the chance to go there . Haishh . I think its impossible manzxzx . Coming back to the reality ... training today was rather neutral . Nth special . Maybe the mathch ? Against Bedok View . I get kinda nervous and I dunno who I;m throwing the ball to . So sorry . And I realised I can reat fast enough . Sorry for bad passes in the drills , girls . Haishh . I think thats all I have to say , and I will have to wait for nxt year anniversary ! :) Maybe my blog wont survive till then ? Who knows ? Things will change .

- There are words that I am afraid to tell you .
VERONICA

Toy Story 3

Peas-in-a-pod is SOOOO cute ! It is a toy that parents and toddlers would love . It has different expression that can represent my expression . It can be well kept with the durable zip and would not mess around in the house . It gives joy to whoever own this toy .



My favourite part of the trailer is where Ken met Barbie . Ken fell in love with Barbie the moment he saw her . Making me think that love can be as simple . Be it love at first sight , or after much obstacles .

Catch Toy Story 3 Movie starting from 17th June 2010 and join the official Facebook and Twitter page!

I will wait , regardless of how long the time is . Because you are everything to me . I'm incomplete without you .

I'm soo dead ... I'm dying of boredom soon . Although I keep complaining that I gt tons of homework lining up to be done . Okay I've accomplished today's schedule . Is to go netball . I will go according to my schedule for this week . So I'm gonna do the info report tmr . I'm still wondering how am I going to do it . Haishh . My printer not working sia . But I think scan still can uhh . Zzz ... Netball today not that tiring , and actually is quite fun rather . xD Hmm ... triangle , square ... and some other drills . Actually wanted to try out the last drill , cause it looks interesting to me . Sadly , cause its new , and its especially for the sec ones . Gawd , today's square very jialat . For me uhh . *sad* Keep dropping the ball sia . D: Heng arhh , after coach say if I drop somemore will put me out . Then I never drop lerhh . *Lucky* ohokay , I think I'm typing crap here . I seriously dunno what to blog . Andd , whats the point of having holidays if I will be going back to school most of the days ? Andd , whats the point of having holidays if there are so much work to be done ? Walao ehhs , I'm soooooooooo dead !!!!!! Have not got back maths tutor . Have not done chinese , english ... infact all haven finish . Gawdd ! Kayy , I think I'll stop crapping here .
Dun miss me too much :) Cause I wouldn't be blogging all the time .

- I'm waiting for my summer romance .
VERONICA

Because of you , I learn how to protect myself from getting hurt . You once said that you will protect me from getting hurt but in the end , you are the one that hurt me the most . However inside every strong girl is a fragile heart that will break easily .

AHHHHHHHHHHHSSS! I'm dying of homework this time round . Hardly , I will survive till the end of this month . GAWDD ! I JUST REALISED THAT WE HAVE SOOO MANY HWKS ! I dunno what to do for the eng information report ! Gawdd ! Andd , time flies manzxc . Its already a week gone ! Let see my plan for nxt week , Mon > Netball ; Tues > Do info report ; Wed > Netball ; Thurs > Go Xinyi's house do sci project ; Fri > Netball ; Sat > Do gong han ; Sun > Chi newspaper report (if applicable) . Hope that I can accomplish everything yeahhs . Then the rest of the week I will complete English homeworks and Chinese Oral . Andd , I'M DONE ! Oh wait . I have to get back my maths tutor first and I have to complete as much as I can !!!! *SADD* I HATE MATHS TUTOR TO THE COREE NOWW ! I've just complete the acelearning quiz , andd I have 16/20 correct ! Hehe . Didn't know I can score that high . Lols . I have no confident in maths at all . Ohyah , just now went to tuition . GAWDD ! I actually spent 2 hrs there playing scrabble ?! I admit that ACTUALLY I do not know how to play scrabble . LOLs . :P Okay we lose until very jialat . LOLs . But nvm failing is the mother of winning ((:
Ohh , lastly . HAPPY BIRTHDAY to JIA HAO ! (: Byeess ~

- In your embrace .
VERONICA

All the things that are once in the dream are happening in reality now . For once , reality are better than dream , but it won't last long . Trust me .

First post for June 2010 ! Went to training today as I have nth to do at home . Was bored to deathh . Keep watching the anime until madd . Its time for me to take a break . Had completed the animation clip assignment !(Y) Next , I think its the information report . I REALLY REALLY REALLY hope that we will never take back our maths tutor . Staring at the topics that we are supposed to complete ... really makes me mabok . I always skip skip skip derhh . How am I supposed to do now ?! Gawd ! Ohyah , and I've just change my skin this morning . Although I really lovee the previous skin very very very muchh ! But I wanted Japanese songs for my skin . Thus , it also means that its time to change a new skin . Seriously , BoA is a really nicee singer . I love her songs very very very muchh ! Andd I can understand why Winson love her toos . She has a strong vocal that makes her singing very beautiful , but not those that will make until very rough . Okayy , I think I'm talking crap here . LOLs . I have nth to doo !!! Ohayh , REGINE FONG ! MY YELLOW PLATE ! LOLS . Other ppl is golden pillow then we are yellow plate . LOLS . Ohyah , and when you gt time uhh ? I want go k with you ! Kayys, I'll end here(:

- Because you are my everything .
VERONICA